first july

Hi it's me again. I have nothing to say actually but, uhmm yeah well of course I have. It's semester break for majority of the universities' students. Why I said majority? It's because some of them are still having their exams (might be especially medic students) and in my uni, some of them are still taking intersession course for language subjects only.

Having a semester break for the first week is kinda fun because you're enjoying yourself at your home. You will eat the home-made dishes from mum, sleeping in your own room and on your own bed, watching tv, enjoying wifi unconditionally, no study, no stress and nothing can beat those happiness when you're with your family. You're back home for 2 months dear! But then after a week passed, I feel so bored. I have nothing to do. Keep repeating the same routine everyday - eat, sleep, read (well I'm currently reading the fault in our stars), watching tv, then eat, sleep, and repeat all those things over and over again. I'm tired of living like that.

Actually before I went back home, I was thinking to work at nearby cosmetic shop - Watson. It just opened several months ago in my hometown. I'm glad Watson open another branch here so I can get stuffs I want which other store doesn't have it. Then, my laziness is above of all things and I decided not to work. Moreover, it's July and I still have one months plus to enjoy or relax myself at home before heading back to uni's life. At the same time I need money because I have overspent. No, I don't spend it on clothes or whatsoever. I actually spend it on buying expensive food. I can't resist to have sushi (sometimes I spend about MYR50 every time I have it), cakes (MYR6), snacks, starbucks drinks and etc. Yeah I know I eat a lot of them.

Tomorrow I'm going to bring oven back home. I manage to bake my favourite cake and cookies (german crunch). I really love baking but I don't have free time to do all that. Mum always thought I'm good for nothing. I know sometimes I'm not a good one in the family, my behaviour getting worst and worst day by day, year by year just because I don't do home chores and cooking for family. I don't why I just hate doing all those things. I hate being forced to do them. I don't care if I don't sweep my room's floor for a month if I don't see any hair falls on the floor or dust (as if I can see dust through naked eyes).

So adios for now. I'm so sleepy. Goodnight.

End of freshman year

Yeah I have done my freshman year! Time passed so quickly. I just finished my last paper yesterday which is Engineering Programming. That was the most toughest paper among the toughest paper I have done during exam. I seriously did not know what I wrote there. Basically programming is all about the program stuffs like doing a program by using FORTRAN or other software. I hate it. I hope I pass the subject. I believe there were a lot of students could not make it perfectly though (even the my Chinese friends who we considered as the most intelligent students in our class). I didn't had enough sleep or rest during final exam. The last two papers were quite tough for me. I actually didn't know what the question asked.

Yesterday I checked my college application result and my application failed but I didn't worry at all because I can stay at my parents' house which is 15 minutes' drive from unimas. But I still want to apply for it. Who knows I may get a room there and boarding again for next semester. Well, talking about the room, I missed my previous room though because it contained a lots of unforgettable memories of my roommate and I.We were so closed to each other like venting almost every night. Ahh I miss those days with her. And not to forget my peninsular's housemates who were always talking to me about their culture, religion, cuisine and everything I can't named them here because it's too many to be listed down. I'm so thankful having their as my housemates. Thank you Lord. You're so nice. :')