Hectic month

"Eh, dah siap ke TOS?", "Eh, dah siap kah OEQ?", "Eh, dah siap kah assignment ni, assignment tu?" Been receiving those kind of messages from my coursemates. Hmm. Even dah siap pun, you still cannot guarantee you will get full mark. I keep receiving nerve-wrecking news from time to time since most of the mark for mid-term tests came out lately. Math aku hancur and I a bit frustrated because I supposedly dapat score question 3 that was asking about Cramer's rule but sadly I lost 10 marks there because salah satu soalan. Kecewa gilak gilak!

Then dapat pulak markah Fluid test. Gagal lagi. Yesterday I sat again Fluid test for the second time and I can guarantee I gagal lagi. Hancur semua test! Kalau project Theory of Structure lagi lah hancur sampai Dr. Razak macam apa marah kami sekelas. Hmm. Masuk jak second year, expectation from the lecturers are getting higher and higher. They demand a lot from us. Need to struggle just to pass all the core subjects. And Dr Darrien lately posted about how important for us not to fail any core subjects for this semester. Fail one of the subjects, we cannot register for any core subject that is related to the subject we have failed. I DON'T WANT THAT HAPPEN! I MUST PASS EVERY CORE SUBJECTS! Tak mau tertinggal dari orang lain. Orang dah grad, aku masih study. That's NIGHTMARE okay!

And I had been staying up late just to complete my assignment. My brain is about to explode, Baru terasa bahang kesusahan belajar engineering. :( Then, dalam kereta on the way headed home, this one thought of mine suddenly popped in my mind, "Betulkah jalan aku pilih selama ni? Can I just quit? Tapi, aku percaya Tuhan yang membawa aku ke jalan ini. Takkan Dia mau tinggalkan aku macam tu ja? Bolehkah aku start working terus? Lagi tinggal 2 and half years lagi, takkan aku mau quit? Orang lain pun struggle hard jugak kan. So, why must I quit?"

Takdir aku ini membawa aku ke mana pun aku tak pasti. Itu kerja Tuhan. Semua yang ditentukan oleh Tuhan tu adalah yang terindah. Cuma I need to be more work hard to achieve what I aimed for. Sometimes I just want to feel like not to care anymore about my study like some of my friends did but my family put so much trust and hopes on me. I surrender my life to god then. Ikut jak rentak Dia.

Worn out already! My Christmas feeling for this year just fade away because of my horrible marks I received that day! 

I'm afraid

Honestly I'm afraid so much with upcoming final exam. I'm afraid I cannot get flying colour this semester. I'm afraid so much with current life. I don't know what to do anymore. Life is getting hard just like what Dr. Mannan said before. Yeah, that's true. 

Family cannot understand me anymore. They think university life is almost like secondary school life which definitely wrong. I can't get what they think about university life. I'm having difficulties in adopting this kind of new environment especially in my own home. It's home. When we talk about home, mostly people will say, "Ah. I miss my home so much!", "Ah. I would rather stay in home instead of going to uni but what can I do. I can't push/ bring my home near to my uni." Yes. That is what I used to say when I was still staying in my hostel. Now, things are different for me. 

I love home. I really do. I just hate those awful feelings that I need to go through everyday. I hate seeing my dad's fierce face waiting for me coming back home from uni when it is late evening. I don't do anything. It's still evening but the sky is dark. I was just doing my work at the uni library but my dad thought I was doing something else. He didn't listened to what I said. This was too much. I couldn't stand anymore. I had ever wanted to end my life but I know God will mad at me. I should keep this in my mind. 

I'm afraid of every core subjects that I take this semester. All are damn hard. I didn't understand what is fluid mechanics is all about. I didn't even understand how to do the design thing like how many beam should I put in the building. I have no interest to do those designing thing. Well at least I know how to use new software, Math CAD. I'm so proud of myself because I never thought I can eventually know how to use that stuff. Yeah, it's all about learning. I hate seeing some of my coursemates keep asking lecturer how to do this and that meanwhile I'm sitting at the chair, staring and doing nothing. Isn't that stupid much? I actually do not know what to ask. 

So far, I can get along with Soil Mechanics and Math. These subjects are not really tough to understand. I can imagine how settlement and all those kind of soil problems happen in the soil structure. 

I'm tired anyway. Tired of worrying. I want a boyfriend. :(

November One

It's November already. You see, time flies much faster that you can't even catch up on it. It's been a week since I came back to class after a week of mid-semester break. I have nothing much to say here. I still have one more paper to sit that is Math this coming Saturday. I hope I can answer everything well and I haven't study anything yet. To be honest I hate study last minute because it is a bad habit. Should have already get rid of that bad habit the moment I enter new semester. I even promised to myself not to be so relax anymore.

I still remember Prof. Mannan's advice for me, "Keep pushing yourself. Life is getting tough nowadays. Oil price is increasing from time to time. Everything has changed and nothing stay the same all the time. Be a good qualified engineer!". I really appreciate those good advice from him. I know life is getting more tougher than yesterday. I just need to push myself harder that yesterday so that I can get what I want.

Today, the convocation day was held in my university. I had witnessed some of the graduate students wearing their graduate gown these few days, took some photos with their happy faces in front of my university entrance gate. I feel so amazed to see their cheerful smile. I know all of them already success and all their hard works are paid! I want to be them someday. God's will, I will complete my bachelor degree in Civil Engineering in two and half year to go! I can't wait for the day I will wear those gown and the square head cap.

I just need to focus on my study. Be strong okay. You will make it soon!

Afgan Syah Reza, I love you!

Oh Tuhan, aku amat meminati si soloist dari Indonesia ini. I wish I can meet him someday. Seeing him from far away was not really enough to express my feeling for him. I admire him, oh dear Lord. So, on the 14 September 2014, my friend, Colin brought me to Afgan's concert at The Hills, Kuching. I never thought my dream was came true and I just couldn't believe it! I saw him right in front of me. Oh my god! How excited I was that day! He sang his five songs during the concert that were Bukan Cinta Biasa, Katakan Tidak, Jodoh Pasti Bertemu, Ku mohon and lastly, Pesan Cinta. I love all of his songs so much and keep playing his songs whenever I do my works. I really wish someday I will meet him in personal and hug him too! I'm envy with some of the girls who could hug him that day. Ah  never mind. That was just a temporary hugs from him. And he even bought a birthday cake especially for one of his girl fans too! That girl was damn lucky, I tell you! How I wish it was my birthday too!

I miss you Afgan! Jodoh Pasti Bertemu yaa.. :)

The four of us. Thank you guys for bringing me here! I appreciate it so much! 

Before I met Afgan, I fell in love with his soulful voice and now after I met him that day, I still falling in love with his soulful voice and his cute dimple! 

I still admire him until now and even some of my close friends in my class know about it too! :D

Flowers start to bloom~~

Hi! Time passed so fast this week. It has been a week since I became a second year student. 

Met with some new lecturers from our faculty this semester. One of them is Prof. Nasser, from Tehran I guess and he teaches us Fluid Mechanics and he is the first lecturer that taking selfie with us in the class. From that moment, I really I told myself this guy is really awesome and cool. What a great lecturer I have this semester! I heard people said this subject is quite tough, got a lot "bad" reviews from the other department. They complaint a lot but I hope Prof Nasser helps us in our study because I aim to pass. So to be frank, majority of the subjects are TOUGH! 

And, I registered myself to French language class. My first class will start on this Monday and I hope I can cope with the language. Maybe I'll try to talk French with tumblr friends who are from France. Yeah, just to make it better. If I can study Mandarin better during primary school, then why not French? It is a romance language, by the way. Je t'aime, mon cheri. 

I talk like it is easy but I know it's not. I'll try to be a French lady if it is possible. Talk like a French. Huh? I pray God guide my study so that I can study well. 

This semester I meet this guy again. After two months of not meeting each other, I wonder if he ever misses me. I wonder if I ever been in his dream. I MISS HIM as a friend. I love going out with him, movie with him, breakfast/lunch/ dinner with him. Just with him. I love how he talk to me, how he makes me blushing in just a few minutes, how he notices my t-shirt's colour on that day, how he tell me he miss me through my friend's wechat. That was crazy thing he did! AHAHA! Hmm looking forward to meet him real soon on this Monday. 

This evening I tidied up and cleaned my bedroom. Now my bedroom consists of single bed, a rectangle-sized study table and a medium-sized of bookshelf for me and my brother. I love how my bedroom looks like now. At last I have my own personal space for me to rest my mind after a very long hectic day especially on Monday due to class starts from morning until night. I hope it will be the last night class for me this semester. :) 

Thank you good Lord for everything. I love you more and more everyday. 

Welcome back to student's life

Hello! I've done packing my stuffs this evening. Holiday is about to end and my first class will be on Monday. Three classes on Monday until evening. I know I'll get exhausted after those hectic class. Our timetable came out already and thanks to Dr. Darrien for posting it in our class facebook's group.

I'm excited going back to uni again after 3 months of semester break but at the same time, I'm worried about my mum. She will stay alone at home and she will have no company to accompany her. That makes me sad to think of it. I'll send many prayers for her just to ask God to keep her safe. I can't wait to start the new semester! My timetable isn't really pack and that makes me easy to arrange my time to take those generic/ elective courses. I had registered only one generic course that is Islamic Civilization during Pre-registration. I really hope I can register at least one elective course or maybe another one generic course. I want to take Mandarin class for my elective course and I wish the quota for class is still available.

Alright! Done rambling about the subjects. Now, let me tell you about yesterday. What had happened yesterday? I bake Kek Lumut for the family. At first I thought my cake wasn't going to look perfect. I was almost retched because it was quite oily when it went down to my throat. After the cake cooled down, I cut it and put them into the container and let them cooled inside there. At night, I tried to eat them again and couldn't help myself to stop eating them! I couldn't believe I was good in baking, actually. I really love the Pandan taste in my mouth. I supposed to add two cups of nestum powder but I didn't because I didn't have the mincer to mince it. So, I omitted it from the actual recipe. I guess if I add nestum powder into it, it would taste more awesome. My friend even asked me to bake for them. I'd love to, but everything cost money right. The electric bill currently goes high because I often using oven. :(

The delicious Kek Lumut

The ingredients.. oh yes, don't forget the Nestum powder okay.. :) 

Catch up!

Today I met with my long lost friend and also one of my best friends, Cheeryl. It's been really a long time didn't contact her or even meet her since we both are so busy with university. So this afternoon we met, had lunch and talk about life. :) At first, I was a bit awkward with her because we have not meet for a very long time (normally that is me) and after every talks, I felt good and get along with her. Anyway, thanks for inviting me out and it was really a good though even the unpredictable weather had been play around with us. It looked like it was going to rain because the sky turned out to be grey but then again it shone bright like a diamond. The day was so hot. And, congratulations for your upcoming convocation dear friend. Looking forward to meet you again. 

xx

Baking again

I baked German Crunch again yesterday's afternoon with mum. It looks good and a bit sweet than usual.due to overly added icing sugar in the mixture. I thought I put half cup of sugar into it but when I studied back the recipe then I knew something was wrong. It was supposed 1/4 cup of icing sugar put into it. Luckily my family like it so much although I don't really like it because of it taste so sweet in my mouth.

Today I scrolled my instagram's feed and suddenly I saw there were this lady posted a photo of cheesekut. I quickly seached the cheesekut's recipe and I found it and directly bookmarked it. It is actually a cheese cake that made up of cream crackers. The recipe is resemble to the cheese cake's recipe and what makes it differs is it is using cream crackers to replace the salt cheese crackers. I will make one soon.

xx

Friends for life

Yesterday I met my old-and-long-time-no-see best friends at the local food court. We had arranged this meeting/ reunion for a week. Luckily these people were free because Lorinna always travel to some places with their family while Claudia is staying in Kuching and currently doing her practical there. We shared A LOT of stories, laughed A LOT until our tummies hurt, took a few photos of ourselves (not to forget the foods), had early dinner together (of course with Lorinna's mum because her mum always curious with whom Lorinna meet), wandering around the shops and town by Claudia's Avanza, had some chit chats at the waterfront at the night, and lastly stopped by at the street burger's stall before headed back to home (after got a phone call from le mum because her daughter hadn't come home yet and it was almost 10 pm).

To be perfectly honest, I was a bit scared actually because loafing around the waterfront during the night is actually kind of dangerous for ladies. The place is quite dark and the street lightnings are dimmed. There were a lots of teenagers spend their time doing unproductive things. But as Lorinna insisted to go, so we bring her there. She was actually still wanting to talk with us but frankly speaking, that place is not a good place to have some talks. Fortunately my mum called to ask me home and we went home then.

Claudia and I.. She is the most understanding friend I have.. Thanks for being there when I need you.. Thanks for lending me a listening ear to hear all my unfinished stories and problems.

Lorinna and Claudia.. These two most important persons in my life..:) Thank you for spending the splendid evening with me girls.. I love both of you..

Us.. At the Fun Planet Cafe..

Some sweet desserts we had yesterday.. 

Two ice-cream flavours with coco crunch as the topping which costed me MYR3.50..

If only Dino, Terence and Aze were here yesterday, I'm sure we would have A LOT of fun too! I hope I will meet them soon before I go back to university. As saying goes "The more the merrier". 

Crispy Satay Noodle

If you are looking for crispy satay noodle around Simanggang, you got to taste this one at the Fah Lok Cafe. It is located just opposite to the Btg. Lupar river and indeed a famous-known Chinese food diner. The noodle tastes so delicious and yet it is so crispy. It was my first-time ate it since I came back from Kuching. The satay sauce is so nice and I really love it when it is in my mouth. Took this photo when I had breakfast with my mum and bro yesterday. I also had less sweet homemade soya drink.

xx

English

Happy belated birthday to me. It is actually 17 August and it had passed. No birthday cake for me this year as no one were buying it for me. I know it's so sad. What more to say pressies from somebody. No birthday wish from mum. I don't know either she was forgot or she didn't want to wish. I got a lots of birthday wishes from my facebook friends and my best friends too! Thank you so much!

Alright last night this morning at 3 am passed, I just finished reading a book by Cecelia Ahern which titled as 'The Book Of Tomorrow'. It was indeed a good story book y'know. I love all Cecelia's writings! I love the new vocabulary. This brilliant woman makes me first time fell in love reading English novels/ books. Thanks to her because I finally love reading! :) My English improves a bit by bit.. Learning English is fun and I like it but sometimes I have to admit, my English is not a type of Band 4 level. The highest I could get is Band 3 in Malaysian University Test. It's okay though, never mind it. As long as I can write, listen, read and communicate English, I'm happy. So, I'm going to show the cover of the book.. I love its storyline as well.

And my favourite author did favourited my tweets. Omg! I just couldn't believe my eyes!! So I screen captured it and posted it at my facebook yesterday and tagged Daphne because she's currently reading Cecelia's books too. She bought a lot of my favourite books last week.

Two days ago, I was on the phone with my friend. We talked about an hour something. We talked and gossiped almost every topics in our life - university, friends, people, travel, and etc. Then she asked me what I got for MUET last time, I answered Band 3. She told me she needs to resit MUET again as last time she only got Band 2 and her university doesn't allow the students to graduate if their MUET get below than Band 3. She even admitted she never like to study English due to her English primary teacher who she said that that person ( Idk her Eng. primary teacher gender) wasn't good to her. They she kept yada yada yada and there was no more voice from her. I told her to at least try to love Eng because it's very important as we, as an university student needs to be strong in that second language. At last she sighed. Then we talked again other stuffs before we said our goodbyes. It is so hard to meet her although we are living in the same hometown. Strange, right? Never mind. At least, I had met her last few weeks ago.

xx

Feel a bit depressed

My birthday is just around the corner. No, I don't celebrate it this year and for many years to come because cake is too expensive nowadays. Hey does cake really important for every birthdays? I don't think so. So I'll just thank god for what He did to me all this time. He's great right. Thanks Him for keeping me alive until my birthday.

I have no idea what happened to me these few days. I feel like going to lock myself in the room and never going out again. Feel like wanted to cry but at the same time don't feel tears will come out because it's not the right time after all. I feel bad for myself for cannot do anything to help lifting my mother's burden. I spend too much on TV, food, sleep and I know it's unhealthy lifestyle. Depressed for what? For all of these.

I need someone to tell me this,

Everything will be fine, no worries dear, everything will be fine. You're awesome and no one can be just like you. You're the best among the best and if not, you're the best dear. Don't worry. That happy times will come to you itself. That happy times hasn't reach yet. Just be a little bit patient. 

To be honest, I need my friends, my old best friends. Guys, we really need to gather and vent everything. I miss you guys tremendously. Sorry for keep posting depressed posts. Promise will be happy again although I don't know when. God's will.

German Crunch

Yesterday my mum and I baked the trays of German Crunch cookies. WE DID IT VERY WELL. Oh god, I just love baking you know. As long as my mum wants to sponsor all the financial, I'll have no problem to bake. German Crunch is a simple cookies. You only need butter, plain flour, icing sugar, a bit of salt and most important ingredient is potato starch where you can get it from the local supermarket. I bought it at UNACO. The starch is quite rough and it needs to be sieved finely so do plain flour and icing sugar. I'm glad my family love it very much and we have decided to bake it again before Christmas soon. (:

Happy Sunday people! Pray for MH17.

An evening with Lorrina

Lorinna

Hello it's me!

A portrait for her :) Am I qualified to be a good photographer now?

This evening Lorina and I met up at the local food court. We were so exciting to meet each other since that evening Lorina had nothing to do with her typical so called busy life with her family. It's hard to meet her since she is so busy travelling with her family to everywhere they want.

It was very sad that Claudia, Dino, Terence and Azreena couldn't be with us because they have not going back to home town yet. If and only if they are here. You know, the more the merrier. (: I miss to gather around with them. Heard that they are going back this weekend but I'm not around the town as I'm going to Kuching with mum and bro. Ah I hope we will set up a meeting when everyone is here soon.

Simanggang town evening scenery

The significant symbol of Simanggang town. The white doves.

The beautiful sunset of Simanggang town. Goodnight sun.

I took some photos of Simanggang town during evening. Never thought I could witness the beautiful evening scenery of Simanggang. This is a place where I was born, lived, playing around, found true friends and this is where I AM ORIGINATED.  

I LOVE SIMANGGANG VERY MUCH.

Good news

Last night I received a good news for myself. My result already came out and I was so happy for it! I still couldn't believe I got such a good pointer last semester. Thanks God I get what I want. It increases a lot this semester and moreover I don't get grade C for my result. So glad that I got B+ for Math because Math was kinda killing me last semester because I didn't do good in mid-term exam. I failed and that made me wanted to strive harder and harder again. Oh yes never thought I got B- for SOM and programming! I don't have to REPEAT any subjects! Yayyy so proud of myself. So here is my latest result. No. I don't get dean list. It's okay because I don't aim higher as long as I get 3 pointer above.

Some of my friends got good result, some got failed in certain subject. For those who got good result, a big congratulations for you guys. And for those who had failed SOM, no worries. Keep trying okay. I felt sorry for you too. It's quite sad when I knew some of my friends who always taught me, study together with me got lower grade than mine. It was sad to know Kido failed Math because I know she could do better than me. She was my 'Math teacher' and will always be. Thank you friend. You helped a lot. Thanks to Min too for teaching me SOM that day. Thanks for your willingness friend. I know you were ikhlas in teaching me because you were willing to went to cafe during midnight just to teach me how to calculate Ix for T beam. I know you tried so hard to teach me until I understood. Glad to be friend with you. Congrats again for your achievement. 

Let's fight again for the good result! Luckily I didn't give up in the middle of the way to success. Thank you Dino for always keep reminding me to strive the best and never give up on myself. You're the best friend! Thank you for always believing in me. Dad, I have make you proud of me again. Thanks to Lord for everything. You're good Lord!

Today indeed the best day ever and I survive the first year of university life especially engineering school. xx

Midnight update

My god. Why am I so eager to study again? It's been a week since I left my uni. I don't miss my uni but I miss sitting in the seminar room/ tutorial room and listening to lectures. I miss learning everything new. I miss those hectic life where I spend almost everyday with loads of assignments, tests, tutorials, projects and so on. Is this the new me? Why so excited with the second year while it is the year that will make my life go insane?

My first day of July have nothing to do. Just got back from Kuching and I'm home tonight! Glad that I'm coming home. Kuching is a fun city where you can enjoy yourself but nothing can beat Simanggang where most my close friends are here. I miss them and I want to meet them!  Maybe this week?  I hope we can meet! Two months is not a long period okay. Oh yes I miss stalking people's instagram these days. Love seeing their photos, activities and most important is I love seeing how people edit their photos with vscocam. A great app actually! But it really suit iphone because Iphone has larger megapixels of camera lenses and it has perfect camera to capture photos. I really want to buy it next time when my money is enough~

Iphone really catching my eyes though. 

first july

Hi it's me again. I have nothing to say actually but, uhmm yeah well of course I have. It's semester break for majority of the universities' students. Why I said majority? It's because some of them are still having their exams (might be especially medic students) and in my uni, some of them are still taking intersession course for language subjects only.

Having a semester break for the first week is kinda fun because you're enjoying yourself at your home. You will eat the home-made dishes from mum, sleeping in your own room and on your own bed, watching tv, enjoying wifi unconditionally, no study, no stress and nothing can beat those happiness when you're with your family. You're back home for 2 months dear! But then after a week passed, I feel so bored. I have nothing to do. Keep repeating the same routine everyday - eat, sleep, read (well I'm currently reading the fault in our stars), watching tv, then eat, sleep, and repeat all those things over and over again. I'm tired of living like that.

Actually before I went back home, I was thinking to work at nearby cosmetic shop - Watson. It just opened several months ago in my hometown. I'm glad Watson open another branch here so I can get stuffs I want which other store doesn't have it. Then, my laziness is above of all things and I decided not to work. Moreover, it's July and I still have one months plus to enjoy or relax myself at home before heading back to uni's life. At the same time I need money because I have overspent. No, I don't spend it on clothes or whatsoever. I actually spend it on buying expensive food. I can't resist to have sushi (sometimes I spend about MYR50 every time I have it), cakes (MYR6), snacks, starbucks drinks and etc. Yeah I know I eat a lot of them.

Tomorrow I'm going to bring oven back home. I manage to bake my favourite cake and cookies (german crunch). I really love baking but I don't have free time to do all that. Mum always thought I'm good for nothing. I know sometimes I'm not a good one in the family, my behaviour getting worst and worst day by day, year by year just because I don't do home chores and cooking for family. I don't why I just hate doing all those things. I hate being forced to do them. I don't care if I don't sweep my room's floor for a month if I don't see any hair falls on the floor or dust (as if I can see dust through naked eyes).

So adios for now. I'm so sleepy. Goodnight.

End of freshman year

Yeah I have done my freshman year! Time passed so quickly. I just finished my last paper yesterday which is Engineering Programming. That was the most toughest paper among the toughest paper I have done during exam. I seriously did not know what I wrote there. Basically programming is all about the program stuffs like doing a program by using FORTRAN or other software. I hate it. I hope I pass the subject. I believe there were a lot of students could not make it perfectly though (even the my Chinese friends who we considered as the most intelligent students in our class). I didn't had enough sleep or rest during final exam. The last two papers were quite tough for me. I actually didn't know what the question asked.

Yesterday I checked my college application result and my application failed but I didn't worry at all because I can stay at my parents' house which is 15 minutes' drive from unimas. But I still want to apply for it. Who knows I may get a room there and boarding again for next semester. Well, talking about the room, I missed my previous room though because it contained a lots of unforgettable memories of my roommate and I.We were so closed to each other like venting almost every night. Ahh I miss those days with her. And not to forget my peninsular's housemates who were always talking to me about their culture, religion, cuisine and everything I can't named them here because it's too many to be listed down. I'm so thankful having their as my housemates. Thank you Lord. You're so nice. :')

I'm so blessed by God's love

Today I already got my final exam's result. I am so grateful because I got 3 pointer and above. I couldn't believe it but I thank God very much! Without Him, I might not able to do this. Yeah although I didn't get dean award this semester never mind. Still have 7 semesters to go, love! Well I actually jealous with others because they got dean list last semester and yet they weren't grateful at all. It's not easy to get a good pointer you know. God you never how nervous I was just now. My feet is freezing like what. I'm quite disappointed with my two subjects Photovoltaic Solar and Management. If and only if I studied hard last time urgh

By looking at the pointer it teaches me to strive harder next semester. I must determined to get above 3 pointer again. Anyway I'd like to thank my parents because they always support me and give non-stop free advice for me. Every time when I go back to college on weekend they never forget to remind me to study hard and think of your future. So whenever I feel like want to give up their faces always popped out in my mind. Just pray to God and surrender everything to Him and everything will be fine. Amen.

Hi 2014

Goodbye 2013. There were too many things I had achieved throughout the year. I graduated from Polytechnics with a dean list medal from the director of Kuching Polytechnic. I made my parents proud of me. I made all my family members proud of me, to be exact. My maternal grandma was really happy for me and all my graduation photos were framed and hung on my grandma's wall house. I was the first granddaughter ever graduated and made her happy.

On May 2013, my parents and I had a vacation to Miri, Labuan Island and Sabah. It was such a memorable vacation ever. We went to so many beautiful places like Pulau Manukan in Sabah, Poring hot spring, Cow farm in Ranau, Kundasang and we even went to the Kinabalu Park. Sabah is such an amazing place to go and it has a breathtaking scenery of Mount Kinabalu.

On September 2013, I became an university student who taking civil engineering course as what I wished for. Once again I made my parents proud of me and my dad never stop telling all other family members about the good news. Then I met several new friends like Rabecca, my beloved roommate, Shima and Kiddo, my beloved housemate, and some new coursemate like Joseph, Oshin, Fidelia, Vivi, Izzah, Tanisha and other people I've made friend with. But most important thing is Colin, Jane and Salehah who were my ex-coursemate from Poly are still with me until now. At least I'm not alone going through my university's days. Uni's life are so tough without friends beside you and support you. You need friends to give you free advice on life actually besides your parents. All the subjects are so tough and you can't handle it yourself. You need your study partner to solve the problems. Besides all of these not to forget that I had already trimmed my hair shorter than before and I had fringe.