Catch up!

Today I met with my long lost friend and also one of my best friends, Cheeryl. It's been really a long time didn't contact her or even meet her since we both are so busy with university. So this afternoon we met, had lunch and talk about life. :) At first, I was a bit awkward with her because we have not meet for a very long time (normally that is me) and after every talks, I felt good and get along with her. Anyway, thanks for inviting me out and it was really a good though even the unpredictable weather had been play around with us. It looked like it was going to rain because the sky turned out to be grey but then again it shone bright like a diamond. The day was so hot. And, congratulations for your upcoming convocation dear friend. Looking forward to meet you again. 

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Baking again

I baked German Crunch again yesterday's afternoon with mum. It looks good and a bit sweet than usual.due to overly added icing sugar in the mixture. I thought I put half cup of sugar into it but when I studied back the recipe then I knew something was wrong. It was supposed 1/4 cup of icing sugar put into it. Luckily my family like it so much although I don't really like it because of it taste so sweet in my mouth.

Today I scrolled my instagram's feed and suddenly I saw there were this lady posted a photo of cheesekut. I quickly seached the cheesekut's recipe and I found it and directly bookmarked it. It is actually a cheese cake that made up of cream crackers. The recipe is resemble to the cheese cake's recipe and what makes it differs is it is using cream crackers to replace the salt cheese crackers. I will make one soon.

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Friends for life

Yesterday I met my old-and-long-time-no-see best friends at the local food court. We had arranged this meeting/ reunion for a week. Luckily these people were free because Lorinna always travel to some places with their family while Claudia is staying in Kuching and currently doing her practical there. We shared A LOT of stories, laughed A LOT until our tummies hurt, took a few photos of ourselves (not to forget the foods), had early dinner together (of course with Lorinna's mum because her mum always curious with whom Lorinna meet), wandering around the shops and town by Claudia's Avanza, had some chit chats at the waterfront at the night, and lastly stopped by at the street burger's stall before headed back to home (after got a phone call from le mum because her daughter hadn't come home yet and it was almost 10 pm).

To be perfectly honest, I was a bit scared actually because loafing around the waterfront during the night is actually kind of dangerous for ladies. The place is quite dark and the street lightnings are dimmed. There were a lots of teenagers spend their time doing unproductive things. But as Lorinna insisted to go, so we bring her there. She was actually still wanting to talk with us but frankly speaking, that place is not a good place to have some talks. Fortunately my mum called to ask me home and we went home then.

Claudia and I.. She is the most understanding friend I have.. Thanks for being there when I need you.. Thanks for lending me a listening ear to hear all my unfinished stories and problems.

Lorinna and Claudia.. These two most important persons in my life..:) Thank you for spending the splendid evening with me girls.. I love both of you..

Us.. At the Fun Planet Cafe..

Some sweet desserts we had yesterday.. 

Two ice-cream flavours with coco crunch as the topping which costed me MYR3.50..

If only Dino, Terence and Aze were here yesterday, I'm sure we would have A LOT of fun too! I hope I will meet them soon before I go back to university. As saying goes "The more the merrier". 

Crispy Satay Noodle

If you are looking for crispy satay noodle around Simanggang, you got to taste this one at the Fah Lok Cafe. It is located just opposite to the Btg. Lupar river and indeed a famous-known Chinese food diner. The noodle tastes so delicious and yet it is so crispy. It was my first-time ate it since I came back from Kuching. The satay sauce is so nice and I really love it when it is in my mouth. Took this photo when I had breakfast with my mum and bro yesterday. I also had less sweet homemade soya drink.

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English

Happy belated birthday to me. It is actually 17 August and it had passed. No birthday cake for me this year as no one were buying it for me. I know it's so sad. What more to say pressies from somebody. No birthday wish from mum. I don't know either she was forgot or she didn't want to wish. I got a lots of birthday wishes from my facebook friends and my best friends too! Thank you so much!

Alright last night this morning at 3 am passed, I just finished reading a book by Cecelia Ahern which titled as 'The Book Of Tomorrow'. It was indeed a good story book y'know. I love all Cecelia's writings! I love the new vocabulary. This brilliant woman makes me first time fell in love reading English novels/ books. Thanks to her because I finally love reading! :) My English improves a bit by bit.. Learning English is fun and I like it but sometimes I have to admit, my English is not a type of Band 4 level. The highest I could get is Band 3 in Malaysian University Test. It's okay though, never mind it. As long as I can write, listen, read and communicate English, I'm happy. So, I'm going to show the cover of the book.. I love its storyline as well.

And my favourite author did favourited my tweets. Omg! I just couldn't believe my eyes!! So I screen captured it and posted it at my facebook yesterday and tagged Daphne because she's currently reading Cecelia's books too. She bought a lot of my favourite books last week.

Two days ago, I was on the phone with my friend. We talked about an hour something. We talked and gossiped almost every topics in our life - university, friends, people, travel, and etc. Then she asked me what I got for MUET last time, I answered Band 3. She told me she needs to resit MUET again as last time she only got Band 2 and her university doesn't allow the students to graduate if their MUET get below than Band 3. She even admitted she never like to study English due to her English primary teacher who she said that that person ( Idk her Eng. primary teacher gender) wasn't good to her. They she kept yada yada yada and there was no more voice from her. I told her to at least try to love Eng because it's very important as we, as an university student needs to be strong in that second language. At last she sighed. Then we talked again other stuffs before we said our goodbyes. It is so hard to meet her although we are living in the same hometown. Strange, right? Never mind. At least, I had met her last few weeks ago.

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Feel a bit depressed

My birthday is just around the corner. No, I don't celebrate it this year and for many years to come because cake is too expensive nowadays. Hey does cake really important for every birthdays? I don't think so. So I'll just thank god for what He did to me all this time. He's great right. Thanks Him for keeping me alive until my birthday.

I have no idea what happened to me these few days. I feel like going to lock myself in the room and never going out again. Feel like wanted to cry but at the same time don't feel tears will come out because it's not the right time after all. I feel bad for myself for cannot do anything to help lifting my mother's burden. I spend too much on TV, food, sleep and I know it's unhealthy lifestyle. Depressed for what? For all of these.

I need someone to tell me this,

Everything will be fine, no worries dear, everything will be fine. You're awesome and no one can be just like you. You're the best among the best and if not, you're the best dear. Don't worry. That happy times will come to you itself. That happy times hasn't reach yet. Just be a little bit patient. 

To be honest, I need my friends, my old best friends. Guys, we really need to gather and vent everything. I miss you guys tremendously. Sorry for keep posting depressed posts. Promise will be happy again although I don't know when. God's will.